“I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am, I am, I am.”
to show off my Sylvia Plath tattoo.
via ecstatic and insatiate @ Flickr
“i am i am i am
my sylvia plath mantra, permanently inked above the bray of my heart”
While based on a book, this is a recovery tattoo. I read The Bell Jar for the first time right around when I started treatment for anorexia in high school, and it was a book I could really relate to. I fell in love with the quote, “I took a deep breath and listened to the old brag of my heart: I am, I am, I am. “ and I knew I wanted to incorporate it into a tattoo at some point. I chose the handwriting of my dad, my mom, and my boyfriend because they were (and are) all very important in my journey of recovery. Not that they were the only people…but there was only room for 3.
I went back and forth for over a year about what to get with the quote, but finally settled on a fig. In The Bell Jar, there is a part where she says, “I saw my life branching out before me like the green fig tree in the story. From the tip of every branch, like a fat purple fig, a wonderful future beckoned and winked. One fig was a husband and a happy home and children…and another fig was a brilliant professor…and another fig was Europe and Africa and South America…I saw myself sitting in the crotch of this fig tree, starving to death, just because I couldn’t make up my mind which of the figs I would choose.” So to me, the fig represents the path of life I have chosen.
It was done by Dana Powell at Ink Junkeez Tattoos in White Plains, Maryland.
I L♥VE THE FIG!!!!!!
This is my fifth tattoo, first submission. It says “I am, I am, I am” and is a reference to The Bell Jar, by Sylvia Plath. At one point, she refers to her heartbeat as sounding like “I am, I am, I am.” I’ve struggled with chemical depression throughout my life, and really connected with Ester’s struggle in the novel. I got this bad boy at Renaissance Tattoo in Buffalo NY
My tattoo, from Sylvia Plath’s The Bell Jar ” I am. I am. I am.” my tattoo fades as it goes along just like a heart beat eventually fades. I love it!
This is my Sylvia Plath tattoo from her book, The Bell Jar “i listened to the old bray of my heart, i am, i am, i am.” It is my third, and most beloved tattoo.
The quote is extremely meaningful to me because for many years i have suffered with depression and it reminds me that when times are hard, even though i may not want to continue onward, my stubborn heart won’t let me give up..i am alive