“I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am, I am, I am.”
to show off my Sylvia Plath tattoo.
via ecstatic and insatiate @ Flickr
“i am i am i am
my sylvia plath mantra, permanently inked above the bray of my heart”
While based on a book, this is a recovery tattoo. I read The Bell Jar for the first time right around when I started treatment for anorexia in high school, and it was a book I could really relate to. I fell in love with the quote, “I took a deep breath and listened to the old brag of my heart: I am, I am, I am. “ and I knew I wanted to incorporate it into a tattoo at some point. I chose the handwriting of my dad, my mom, and my boyfriend because they were (and are) all very important in my journey of recovery. Not that they were the only people…but there was only room for 3.
I went back and forth for over a year about what to get with the quote, but finally settled on a fig. In The Bell Jar, there is a part where she says, “I saw my life branching out before me like the green fig tree in the story. From the tip of every branch, like a fat purple fig, a wonderful future beckoned and winked. One fig was a husband and a happy home and children…and another fig was a brilliant professor…and another fig was Europe and Africa and South America…I saw myself sitting in the crotch of this fig tree, starving to death, just because I couldn’t make up my mind which of the figs I would choose.” So to me, the fig represents the path of life I have chosen.
It was done by Dana Powell at Ink Junkeez Tattoos in White Plains, Maryland.
I L♥VE THE FIG!!!!!!
This is my fifth tattoo, first submission. It says “I am, I am, I am” and is a reference to The Bell Jar, by Sylvia Plath. At one point, she refers to her heartbeat as sounding like “I am, I am, I am.” I’ve struggled with chemical depression throughout my life, and really connected with Ester’s struggle in the novel. I got this bad boy at Renaissance Tattoo in Buffalo NY
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teaandcrime:
I got my bell jar tattoo!
That’s the picture I based it off of, and this is the tattoo.
I know it looks crooked, but it’s just the angle. It isn’t an obvious bell jar, but I felt like it being pretty and unique was more important than it looking exactly like a bell jar. Also, it is an upside down chalice, which is really cool.